sex toy

Kendall was slightly reluctant to be alone with Simon, or so she said to me.
I thought, perhaps, it was fear of her recently expanded passion, expanded a bit forcefully, I smiled to myself....Simon has a way
of getting what he wants.
So she got some of what Simon wanted, and she evidently liked it because....she said yes, when I asked her to keep Simon company while I was gone.
She was a little surprised....but I have a philosophy....if you can walk away from it, then it is safe to walk towards it. If you can't walk away from it, you probably should run......
So I was testing myself...walking away and tossing away the key.... He could easily choose to stay with Kendall...and I couldn't blame him. She was utterly lovely, and such a sweet disposition.
Such a ...doll.

Simon was going to have her all to himself...without having any complications about pleasing two women...as a matter of fact....all he really had to do was please himself. I laughed at the idea, to myself, but knew better....he was all about pleasing his female as well....either before or after....mmm and didn't I know that....

So I was curious about what he would do with her, when he had her to himself....
and he told me all about it.
Kendall herself, merely blushed when I asked her. And didn't really have much to say. I was amused. Mainly, because I'd seen everything.....

The truth is....I asked Simon to video the whole thing. He had his computer cam on the whole time he was teasing and pleasing and fucking and sucking Miss Kendall.....and I got my vicarious experience and it was Hot. I loved her reactions to my male and I loved his enjoyment of his new toy.

http://simonwantstoplay.blogspot.com/2008/11/visit-from-kendall.html

I loved watching him bring her to the brink, all tied up and deliciously denied his cock for as long as he could manage it. Make her orgasm despite herself. And then to watch him...fuck her...ah god...I almost came myself, just watching. I was breathless watching. It was so fucking good....he was so good....
Finally he gave himself to her, cumming in her mouth......

That is a video I will watch over and over......I'm a voyeur, mostly.....and I have stumbled across an exhibitionist. What a lovely coincidence.....!

A night at the Inn

I'm going to spend the holiday with my family.
The folks are getting older and you never know....traditions, you know.....

But Simon can't come along with me...he has business commitments and I'm going to be gone too long.....

We've both been busy lately...work, meetings, travel...ugh. Haven't had nearly enough time to indulge but we are going to make up for that....

So tonight, we are going to a special hotel not too far from here, one of those places with really large jacuzzi bathtubs and fabulous glassed in showers that spray jets of water at all kinds of delightful places.....lots of mirrors, low lights, a fireplace.....

I've taken great care with my appearance... I want to make him thirsty the minute he sees me....
My long dark hair is casual, but I've done my French manicure - I know he loves watching those white nails curl around his hard cock and occasionally slide in and out of my pussy....and then my mouth . He likes to suck on them too......mmmm...I'm getting wet thinking about all of this but that is the point, yes?

I have my coat on and I'm waiting for him by the door. Under my coat....I have nothing but a white thong and a white lacy pushup bra that exposes my nipples and makes them poke upwards. But he won't know that for a while. I've also brought Kendalls' pink leash along and a movie I think he might enjoy.

My heart misses a beat when his big black car pulls up. He's driving one of these things that just scream MALE these days...I like it.....the sight of him in that car is so ....perfect.
I dash out the door, porch light on, little overnight bag in hand, and a small purse. I'm wearing boots. Lace up boots. With 4 inch spike heels. But those are largely obscured by my coat.

He's stepped out to greet me and first, kisses me lightly on the mouth, then ....reaches up the back of my neck under my hair and pulls my mouth to his and sucks my tongue right into his mouth. I press my body hard against his as I am melting........my knees getting weak....how does he do this to me....?
"Well, hello to you too!" I whisper quietly, when he releases me. He still hasn't said a word.
Didn't need to.
He opens the car door and I slip in, modestly tucking my coat over my lap. He shuts the door and circles to his side and we are off....
I look at him and smile. He has my favorite music playing, the erotic Enigma music...Principles of Lust and others to follow..... yes that is the right mood.
I rest my head back and relax as we travel to our destination.....he's a good driver....fast, good reactions and I always feel secure with him. I close my eyes and listen to the music. There is a part in there where a female actually cums...I think...at least it sounds very much like when I cum....breath hitching....except she is being quiet....I am sometimes...a bit more vocal.....
at least up TO that point....I'm thinking these thoughts and I reach my hand over the console to rest it on his muscular thigh. Yum, he feels delicious under his trousers. I start to run my hand farther up his leg...and slide it down between his legs and gently stroke his balls through his pants with one fingernail.....
He laughs quietly and glances over at me, and grabs my wrist. "You, my lady, are going to just have to wait for a few more minutes before we get to that....I need to focus on getting us there safely....Unless you just want to skip the whole thing and I'll pull over right now, and push your head down in my lap and you can wrap those beautiful lips around my cock which you KNOW you've made pay attention and I'll push your head down on me until I fill your throat with my cum? Your choice.." He smiles in a particularly delicious way....he knows I want to revel in him this evening in this exotic place....so I comply and remove my hand and put it chastely between my legs. I mean, in my lap. You know. chaste. Me.

We pull up to the hotel, which is rather a meeting place for lovers, and I tell him that I will register but I want him to come in with me. There is a young man behind the desk, and another young lady tending to some bookeeping or something... I make sure he is watching me. He is leaning his big lean frame against the door, hands in pockets, amused that I want to be the one to buy the passion room....LOL. So I unbutton my coat.
And let it fall open.
And I turn around to face him first so he can see what I'm doing.
Then I stroll up to the desk and ask the young man for the room I've reserved.
His face was priceless. He couldn't respond. At all. Simon is nearly choking behind me.
The girl looks around, thinking we might be robbing the place....and her mouth falls open....
Between the two of them, they struggle to find the keys and take an impression of my card, but it is rather amusing, and Simon is just having a blast....So then he comes up behind me and says -" Love, this is taking so long, I'm sure you are warm in your coat- here, let me take that off of you... I look at him in amazement...he is making matters worse! He's enjoying my little escapade immensely! We look at each other with a wicked enjoyment, and just then, another couple shows up to check in and there I stand, in all my exhibitionist glory.....He is laughing his ass off, and I'm trying to maintain my bravado as the man is tripping over the entry mat and his female companion is shooting me a nasty look....

We eventually get our keys and find our room. Wow. This is going to be nice.
Simon lights a fire in the gas fireplace, and while he is doing that I pop in the movie I've brought...it has this lovely blonde creature doing all kinds of things to other lovely creatures and I thought it might be an interesting background for our evening.
Oddly, the jacuzzi tub is in the same room with the bed, the TV and the fireplace...the shower is the only separated area....but that is possibly a fortuitous arrangement........
After lighting the fire - in the fireplace...just to be clear.....Simon turns to me and without touching me or saying a word starts stripping off his clothes. He folds them over the chair, but his eyes don't leave me for a moment.......I'm using this time to run my hands all over my body, slipping my fingers sloooowly between my legs and bringing them up to rub my juices all over my nipples, then sucking what ever is left.
Simon is hard hard hard at this point..god I love looking at him this way....his cock is so erect and so veiny and the head is dangerously full.....I know this means that he will be really ready to cum
as soon as we touch.........
which,
much as I want a nice relaxing bath, romantic candles and all that stuff
once I see his cock looking like that
I just want him to
do whatever he wants with me.

He sees my look of surrender.
I have given up my agenda.
I need him and now.

His long legs bring him to me in a two strides, and pulling my hair back, he bites the back of my neck where it won't show...mercilessly.....making me feel like my knees are going to buckle and I am moaning like an animal......I can feel him press up against me, his hard cock against my belly, but I can't look down.....he is pulling my head back.....then he starts licking my neck...oh god. I'm going to die of desire if he keeps this up.....up to my mouth, licking my lips, using his free hand to slap my hands away every time I start to touch him...so I start touching myself, letting him lick my mouth, suck my tongue, lick the side of my neck and face, and I'm standing there in front of him masturbating while he is pulling my hair....I'm so excited...I can feel his hard cock and I want it so bad.....oh my god.....oh god...I'm going to cum...I'm going to cum like this! With him pulling my hair and licking my neck and mouth, my pussy just inches away from his cock, my fingers busy on my clitoris.....oh fuuuuckkk i'm cummmming.....oh god this man has got my number....
He loves it. He loves making me helpless and making me cum at his pleasure.....as I'm trying to breathe he puts his hands under my ass and picks me up, my legs wrap around his waist and he tosses me on the bed, legs dangling over the side. It is a nice tall bed on a platform, so when he is standing on the floor, my pussy is exactly at the same level as his cock......I'm still contracting and sticky stringy wet and he takes my thong and rips it off of me and pulls my pussy lips open, pinning them each with a hand to my legs - yeah, that wide....he has me that wide open ....and without using his hand slips his cock head down to my wet open hole and SLAMS his cock into me and I scream with pleasure because I am so fucking sensitive at this point and he is so huge and it feels so fucking good.
" You little exhibitionist whore...what a slut you are.....I'm going to fuck you like a slut whore and I expect you to take it as hard as I want to give it" he says, and his words and the SOUND of them, his voice, his desire his need...burns me - I'm in flames and I'm going to explode...I am watching him...watching his exquisite torso for signs of his belly starting to heave I loooove to watch that while I feel him expode in me and he throws his head back and howls as he goes over the edge and the sight and smell and oh god he is so hard and big and fuck I can't I am
I hear a woman begging to be fucked hard hard hard hard cum please and I realize it is ME.....
oh fuuuuuuuckkk I hear him say....his hot cum shooting up in me he stops fucking me so he can shoot it all up against my cervix pushed hard up inside me my tender areas hitting me hard and making me cum all over his contracting cock.........
After what seems like an eternity of cumming......we eventually lay exhausted beside each other on the bed....my hand touching his hip, his touching my thigh....and when our breathing slows and we recover slightly...... we look at each other and smile with our eyes and our mouths and our whole bodies and there is no more perfect moment in life. this is it. this is all of it.

Well that, and then later, when we were dressing to go home after a luxurious bath and shower...
I handed him the pink leash.
He looked at me quizzically....we were after all, leaving.
" I didn't want you to miss me too badly while I am gone. Expect a call from Kendall sometime this week. I've given her some instructions on exactly what I want her to do with you while I'm gone."
That was another one of those fabulous moments in life that are better than the lottery win.

LOL.

I'll be interested to hear Kendall and Simon tell me all about their adventure while I'm away......

who pleases who?

It probably seems
almost
unbelievable
or at least unlikely
to a lot of people
that giving pleasure
is the ultimate pleasure.
Oh. It is very selfish though......not totally selfish....
in a giving sort of way....
But Simon is
so
delightful to please
ah
the way he responds
his cock so hard
so full
he cums and
cums again if things are going well.....
ah and the sounds he makes
when he totally lets go
god
that alone can make me cum
but
you have to understand
that around Simon,
I'm in a constant state
of at least
semi
arousal....
It has been like that since I met him.
His scent.
his voice
just the slightest touch
or a look mm. one of those looks.......
my mate
experiencing pleasure
is the ultimate pleasure for me
he understands that
so he gives me what I want
because he
wants to please
me

What IS it about this particular man?
Well...he is the whole package....he is physically delightful to me, just exactly as I would draw Adonis, and his mind is incredibly intelligent, he is literate, funny and irreverent and never makes me wonder where I stand with him....I always know....oh ...yes.....He seems to
always
want
me

want
to
have
me

there is always something
smoldering
behind his eyes
a desire

He drives me wild
just his look


So we had dinner with a colleague of mine.....yes he was a notch or two above me, and I thought it best for Simon to come along as I initiated the dinner and didn't want it to be mis taken......
Just wanted to get to know the man better.......Simon was impeccable as always and as I would always trust him to be....and physically intimidating at 6.4 ft and I always feel so proud to be seen with him......he is articulate and urbane when he needs to be...LOL....don't I know how else he can be......it amuses me at times to see the two sides of him....SOOOO civilized.....but then I know what will most likely be taking place later.........mmmm

Do I like Simon to use me? Gosh, if there are any feminists like me reading this they will either completely understand or have a coronary.....I don't care to explain.....What I do privately has nothing to do with me as a professional woman...it has to do with me as a Sexual Being....and he brings out the best in me....

in all ways
he uses me as a female cat begging to be used...and I do
beg
to be used
to this man
and he brings out the best in me in all my other facets....
and he will
overcome his civility
Which I think is not easy for him.....

and use me
as I beg to be used
because he knows he is pleasing me
by exposing that
very
basic
side of him....so vulnerable and exciting to me.....
it is an amazing circle...Iplease him to please me to please him...and so on.
eventually we are sated....and go live our lives for a while and start over again...

mmmm

perhaps more exploration on this subject....later.

Simon is basically a very very civilized man. Sometimes I think his job requires him to be...perhaps too restrained and too civilized for the fire that burns underneath.
I understand that.
That is why we are together.
It is that very rare relationship....where the fire feeds the fire and ...well...
we are individually passionate...
as a couple ....together......that is exponentially increased and our passion explodes...with or without a third party.

We met a young lady named Kendall through my work as a photographer a while ago. Simon took a particular interest in this beauty.....
I'm trying to understand it entirely...to feel it....but it eludes me somehow.....I think it is the lust of the lion for the gazelle.....perhaps that puts it best........
at any rate...I would occasionally see him riffling throught the tame glamour shoots I'd done for her...there was something about her that he
desired....
I'd never deny him anything.
That is the rule of our relationship.
yes.
no questions is answered any other way.
it is always yes.
and it is a passion of mine to preempt him in finding ways to please him that haven't even occurred to him yet.

You've heard how sweet Kendall has become company in our home on occasion.....

We've been a bit rough with her just because she is so damn sweet...too sweet.... ah I want to drive her wild ....he DOES drive her wild...though she isn't quite ready to give in all the way....but she keeps coming back.....

She knocked on our door the other evening. Simon was still at work. I invited her in and gave her a passionate kiss on her delightful lips and told her how pleased I was to see her.
She whispered something in my ear....that soaked my pussy immediately, took a little swipe of my neck....and handed me a bag containing...mmm...I guess whatever she had referred to.....
god.....this was for another evening....she just wanted me to know that she felt this is something she would like to try......

I stood there, stunned.....and she said she wanted to leave before Simon got home...that it would be a surprise for him and she hoped I'd enjoy it too. She gave me a look full of meaning....and then quickly turned and ran down the drive to her car....I thought it was amusing that she didn't want Simon to know she had been there......

I was nearly weak in the knees when I saw what she had brought......

I knew I had a bit of time and ran upstairs to the bedroom....I dumped the contents of the bag out on our bed...STILL unmade from this morning...really, what is the point....? Either of us might occasionally tighten the sheets mid week as that feels really nice, but we just tear them loose again.....

mmmm...what is this? leather.....oh god. It is a collar. With a leash attached. pink leather with rhinestones....like what a show dog would wear. A long retractable leash........
and some kind of..what are they? Oh god. these are ties of some sort.....mmm velcro, but lots of it and they would be hard for someone gentle to break.
finally, I look at the final object. I flip the switch. It is a finger vibrator...meant to be worn on the finger with a long cord......ah fuckkkk......
there is a little note inside.....Use any or all, as you wish.
Love,
Kendall.

The first thing I was going to use was the finger vibe on myself... I mean, of course, I'd want to know how to operate it properly and all that.....
so I got on the bed, and I pulled down my jeans.
In my side of the bed I have a picture tucked away of Simon....in a very special condition....and I turned this thing on and put it against my clit and holy hell......I was shaking and cumming in no time looking at that picture of Simon..... and it didn't want to stop...... I was turned on thinking about Kendall bringing these things to us....and more, thinking about us using them on her, and more, thinking about Simon cumming really hard as a result of all that....

My back is arched up and I'm just convulsing up against this thing, and finally I get TOO sensitive, and I quickly pull it away, and reach over to shut off the control......
that is when I realize I'm not alone. There he leans against the bedroom door, which I left open, and he is watching me....and I first glance at his face and his dark look, then I see he has his cock out and is leisurely stroking himself, still dressed in his suit.
So- he says- this is what you do when I'm not exactly on time for dinner? We both laugh...that is too funny, really, but um...not, really funny, at all, because he is taking his trousers off, and his jacket was already off. He rips off his tie, and unbuttons his shirt and roughly pulls my jeans the rest of the way off of me.....he climbs on the bed with me, and gets between my legs.....and pushes them WIDE open with his strong thighs......not noticing the other things on the bed....
just my wide open wet pussy......
Just what do you think you are doing? I ask him....as he slowly puts one arm then the next on either side of my shoulders......
Just what do YOU think I am doing? He asks as he slams his thick cock into my juicy wet pussy and makes me scream.......
Yeah.
yeah.
You just go ahead and scream.....it doesn't hurt does it? he asks......I look at him with a predatory glance and I sink my teeth into his trapezoids behind his neck........he growls at me and grabs my hair to pull me off his neck..... and just looks at me...head on pillow....his cock hard inside my wet and pulsing pussy.
You've been very bad, he informs me...and locates the item I was playing with before. Still holding me by the hair, and still having me impaled on his cock....my legs spread so wide I can do nothing to resist him...he is so damned strong...I love it and hate it....I want to fight him but ALMOST never win....mmm depends on definition of win, I guess......
He starts the thing up , and turns it up to maximum.....then he kneels between my legs and starts stroking his cock in and out of me.....he is watching it, as it goes in.....and out.......I'm half sitting so I can watch it go in...and out.....and then he puts this thing back on my clit.......and he isn't ready for me to try to climb the wall to get away..I'm still too sensitive...
Too bad, he says.....bad girls get what they deserve...and starts slamming his cock deep into me while I'm trying to wriggle away from this thing he has pressed on my clit....and finally oh god...I feel my whole pelvis open up and I cum soooooo hard on his cock so sharp....not like, not like hot honey which is how his cock usually feels to me...but almost painfully......sharp and hard and fast
and I'm whipping my self up and I am grabbing his hand with the thing and I literally rip it away from him, and throw it across the room...I can't take any more of that ...toooooo intense on my sensitive spot.....and then while I'm panting I realize he is losing it.....he was so turned on by my helplessness.....and he is shooting hard up inside of me....ah....now that is what I love....
his hot hot hot juice in me.....I'm contracting all over him and he is shooting all up into me...coating me.......ah ......yes...............
He collapses beside me and I lay my head against his heart beating hard, mine starting to slow a bit....he runs his hand up my thigh and I pull it away pointedly...I can't take it......
I'm ready to fall asleep......can we order chinese later? I ask? mmmmmm he mumbles something, I think it is yes. I doubt either of us will wake till morning.....
I have my mouth pressed against his throat.....feel his pulse slowing.......we just melt into each other, wrap limbs. No takeout.
no need.

much more
to come

Simon is my instructor.
He is teaching me .....restraint.
Discipline.

He hasn't mastered it...
yet.
but he has the concept in his head and he is working on it diligently.
I tend to interrupt that and I think it annoys him .....at times....

So keeping in mind
that this is his goal....
restraint.
control.
discipline.....
I'm going to help Simon possibly ....overcome his ......obstacles.
mmmm.....
yes.


I'm home first, and I am lounging on the chaise, my feet up, my heels on, my skirt up my legs, and I have been genuinely enjoying a light snack of a book.....nothing too heavy or philosphical because then we will just get off on an intellectual tangent.....what I adore about Simon? Is that he matches me MOVE FOR MOVE....we are like...a reflection...or players on opposite teams who are perfectly matched...... I can't start the intellectual thing because then we will delve into that and I don't
want
to
go there
right now.
I have a
concept...
and I want to
try to keep us focused on that.

so he walks in to seeing my legs oh so slightly spread and I have my reading glassed on and I look very much ......innocuous. I think. I'm fairly certain this has registered with him...but no reaction...yet. He takes his suit jacket off......I'm watching over my glasses. which are really for effect....and he pulls his shirt tails out of his pants. He looks tired. sigh. what is a girl to do....
I sigh and put my book down on my lap. He looks at me with his warm eyes, says hello, and just kind of ...sags.....he is SO tired..... Oh. I'm sore from the gym...but I have not been mentally beat up like him....it is clear. I stand up and walk past him....into the bath...and i regulate the water to fairly hot.......He is wandering about the kitchen and pours a glass of reisling....and I take him by the hand and lead him to his bath....salts...bubbles...mmm. He is in a mood to be ....treated.....so I slowly undress him as he sips his wine...the water is filling the tub....and I finally take the last of his clothes off, slowly, with care. then I gesture for him to try the water. It is hot. But surely not hotter than him...there are salts and bubbles in this concoction....and I enjoy watching him sink into it......
I do not join him. in the water. I take my clothes off as he watches...drop them to my feet.
and I am his slave for the moment.... I move towards his back and massage his muscles...mmm. then I allow myself to slide my hands down his belly over his beautiful abdominal muscles...ah.................erotic in their own right.....
and I sloooooowwwwlllllly start to touch him in his most sensitive areas.....
just running my hand all over, but not really ....really doing anything but teasing....

ah

to be
continued.....

I did have a few drinks. A few more than ...mmm...I probably should have...but my girlfriend Rose was with me and we had some things to talk about......so...I guess we might have ordered more than usual......and then afterwards...we went to the bar and some gent sent over a round in hopes that one of us might stay. He got very lucky! The young and beautiful Rose found him rather charming and waggled her fingers over her shoulder as she weaved and swayed her way over to him, while I downed my vodka tonic . Fortunately the meeting had only been held a few dozen blocks from where Simon and I were living, and I decided, given my condition, that I would take off my heels and walk. I had the energy. Oh...and the problem with energy....is it feeds on energy......so after an invigorating, cool walk home, I put my shoes on at the door, and stepped in....looking the professional woman that Simon so loves to see....I was in all black that day....tight skirt and jacket, the only suggestion of sensuality was that my hair was loose and brushed over one shoulder. Oh that, and the short necklace I wore around my neck...almost a choker......a call back to him from other moments....only he would notice, only he would care......

He was watching an old film....I like that about him.....he exposes me to some good stuff I might not otherwise watch.....and I chatted just a bit, then went back to get changed. I slipped my suit off, hung it up, and left my white slip on, even took my thong off.......I took off my heels...too many hours....and my nylons....

I sat on the edge of the bed for a moment....I WAS tipsy....mmm. even the walk hadn' t burned it all off.......And as Simon well knows, my excess energy and alcohol can sometimes turn into jet fuel....and after that brisk walk, braving the demons of the dark...I was just feeling ...feisty. Full of myself.
I was probably a little sweaty but I know that is not only NOT a turnoff for Simon, but he likes
me that way at times......
I felt like causing a minor disruption.
I wanted some attention, dammit.
Rose was no doubt getting some serious attention!!!
I was going to get some attention from the only man I cared to have attention from - did anyone else exist?
Now how best to proceed......

LOL!!! oh god....the TV!!!! That would be tooooo funny...he'd be so irritated......

I strolled out in my bare feet, fully intending to make a run for it after irritating him, and planted myself between him and his movie. Perfection. He was gradually getting irked with me. Ah, but strategically...he'd made a miscalculation....the remote was closer to ME than to HIM......
I grabbed it just as he lunged for it, and gave him a look that dared him to do anything about it!
In fact, I demanded that he strip...so we were about equally unclothed.....
Back and forth we went, neither giving ground......and I was going to make him take it from me......the hell with the fact that he towers me by a good 9 inches in height and i don't know how many pounds...I was feeling quite like I wanted him to ...make me give it to him. Whatever he ended up wanting.........I wanted a good struggle and I had him irritated enough to give me one....

We darted around each other for a while, and then I ALMOST got away from him, oh GOD that would have been so great...he would have just caught me someplace else, but I would have loved the escape....but it didn't quite work because he anticipated my moves too well.....and finally wrapped his strong big arms around my waist and that was just about all I could do other than wriggle around and try to find some kind of leverage to try to break his hold but he had me in a place that I could not break his hold .....and I was
oh
starting not to want to...
god
oh what I was feeling pushing against my ass was big, and hard...mmmmm......
I still was feeling ....spirited (probably in more ways than one) so i wasn't just going to let him have me like I always do...he was going to have to TAKE me, and I was going to make him take me.....
He tried to push my legs open...no no no, not so easily Simon....i'm going to fight you on this one...damn..he is so strong...his quads are no match for my inner thighs ..he has me pried open like a juicy oyster in a few seconds. OH!!! that irritates me and excites me....I struggle seriously...I'm sweating....I use my arms hard to push away...and he PINS MY ARMS!!!! Now I'm totally trapped, face down, I can't even BITE him which I am getting to the point that I was thinking about it.... I would if I could!!!!....
ah....god...I feel his mouth against my neck...........like the bite of a lion but more gentle.........I'm getting very wet........I can feel how hard he is.......I want his cum....damn me.......why do I want him so badly....is it his scent? ah......damn....why does he have this control over me.....I want to fight....but I open... he pushes my legs open, one at a time...holds them there...my pussy exposed I can't even close my legs dammit.....oh damn I betray myself...I'm dripping wet.. he sees that- ah my betrayal of my fight .he just slides that thick cock in me.....and I can not do a thing about it except....push myself further open so I can take him the whole way in........ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh. fuuuck. He sounds like an animal- he is making noises against my neck as he fucks me...he puts his hand on my throat....i'm pinned by his weight against me...I can't do anything but open up to him........ah god ah ah ah ah ah Im so fucking vulnerable...his hand .....on my throat...just gently holding it...feeling my sounds, his mouth against my neck..his hot breath..his incoherent sounds....he is a total animal with me at times....god this is exactly what I wanted, needed .....he is taking me like his bitch in heat......
pumping that beautiful hard cock into my pussy that he has pinned totally open.....i ah ah ah hitching I can't breahte i am oh fuck shaking...ah his cockhead is ah he is going to cum i feel his cum rising...oh I tripohhhhhhhhhhhhfuckkoh oh oh oh oh short hard breaths ah push back ah just ah yeah....mmmm I never want to stop god how can anything feel sooooooooooooooo gooooooood
mmm. mmm. mmm. mmmmmm.
I'm delirious...that was JUST what I needed....I feel him heft me up......and take me back to our disheveled bed..who cares...there are better things to do than make beds....um...he pulls up a sheet....neither of us need much cover, especially together.....the window lets a nice breeze in....we fall asleep our lips caressing each others' faces, mouths, necks....I have one hand touching his heart and another tangled in his arms wrapped around me......
sleep...
mmm.

Perspective

So how far does heat travel?
How far does
aching
lust
go?
How long does it take?
Or does it get there immediately?
Can you feel someone
you love
LICK behind your ear?
As soon as they think about it?
Can you really have an orgasm with with with

someone

at the same

time as that

someone that you are wild about....even if there is distance....does all of life take place at one time?
mmm
I'm mixing up erotica and physics....but
suppose.
I have an earth shattering orgasm
in response to the words or images of my lover
but not at the same clock time
but in the
consideration of how short our little lives are
how insignificant in the whole big picture....
objectively...it would take place at the same time. Yes?
subjectively we have been trained to look at the fucking clock...which I hate, dread loathe.....
time means
NOTHING...ok...I won't get started.....
life is so fucking short
and we just make it shorter my measuring it......in such minute......tiny......increments..........ugh.
I get measuring it in years, maybe months....but minutes???What the is wrong with this world? we are OH so IMPORTANT that we have to measure...minutes?? in a world where mountains that were as high as the Himalayas have been eroded to mere hills that can be climbed without even breathing very heavily......over millenia.......
Ah
We just
do
not
have the
perspective right.
I guess it is the fault of our short lives.
All a matter of perspective

The waterhole

In another incarnation:

The heat is indescribable...waves of heat rising from the dusty red soil, disorienting. My head swings from side to side as my front paws and powerful haunches propel me forward.....slowly though....slowly in this heat since there is nothing to interest me here...no prey.....
no mate....

I am alone.....

Mate...I am in heat.

I remember what it is that brings me out of the shade on a day like this
Mate

He is near.....I smell his trail.....
I throw my head back and roar.... a tuneless sound that strikes fear into all of the creatures that are hiding nearby, but will carry to the ears of the big male that lounges, waiting for me to announce that I am ready....he will hear it and it will be music to his ears.....

I roar again, swishing my tail...my haunches are carried a bit higher now......and I walk a bit differently......when I find him, or when he finds me.... all the flamingos will fly, all the chattering birds will scatter......

I lower my head to the waterhole, where the long legged delicious creatures drink....but they are of no interest to me today.....I glance their way and lower my head to lap the water once more....
bored with food
bored with the chase....
I call
I pace
I wait

Back and none too soon

i used to go on business trips.
a lot.
I never thought that much about it. I took a vibrator and a copy of penthouse letters and I was a happy camper.

4 days from Simon.....oh this is different.
There is nothing
nothing
nothing
I can do to myself that takes the place of this man
I ACHE for him when I am not with him.....
my mind wanders and I can
not
sleep or find contentment - ah, He'll be upset if he thinks that is true. I sleep. I take pleasure in life. I enjoy my surroundings, spotting a bird, conversation with strangers, taking photographs....
I am not pining away without him......so I don't mean to say that...and sometimes I sleep very well......what else is there to do? But I miss him.
But yes, my mind does occasionally wander to where he might be, what he might be doing ...where I can find him in that place that we meet..... I try to stay focused on the present, and know he is always there anyways. I try to see things through eyes that will be a treasure to him when I have the chance to share....I do sleep, eat, live without Simon.
But I miss him

How did I find him? Nooo....more .....how did he find me?
There was this mutual interest......
and there was an assurance and humor and intelligence and artistry about him that .....well............that I could not dismiss......AH here was my equal.......HERE was was my....mate.....
and then he disappeared....
I was distressed! where did this person go?
I reached out to him...like a beacon in the sea...and he came swimming back...to my welcome...
and our warmth together is like bonfire on the beach.
I can't bear to be away from him. Not like that again.
He is a furnace that fuels my life, stokes it to greater effort and enthusiasm...... I can only hope I do the same for him.
There is nothing to do abou this. .....but I can't bear more than a day or two away from him......and that barely.........he is my life raft in the sea- well, not precisely...I'm not drowning without him - it is more that, I live more fully because of him.....he makes love to me constantly... in every way possible.
Right now I just want his long arms wrapped around me, backed up against him......
ah but we know where that will lead! I will press against him....he will cup my breasts and find my nipples...and run his thumbs over them....he will smell me. Smell Me. Yes we are like that..I will smell him...all over, and he will smell me for a better understanding of where we have been....
Then he will pull my hair to the side and in smelling my neck will be unable to resist licking it, possibly sucking it...rubbing my nipples a little harder....and I will press back harder against him...my ass against his cock still tucked in his pants....swishing my ass sideways against him....
enjoying the feel of him getting harder, and feeling his urgency in every bit of his body, from his thumbs which now have met his forefingers on my nipples, slipped up inside my shirt, to his hardening (delicious) cock, to his breath.....I want him to make me his.....
all it takes is one small step
I kneel in front of him
my knees on a low bench,
I unbuckle my jeans
and drop them just below my pussy
so he can see how wet I am for him
How much I want him....
How much I missed him....
Take your woman Simon.
You don't have to make it fancy
I'll reach back and pull those lips open for you so that you can just
SLIDE
in there
and then
SLAM
in there
and I will brace against the wall
because your passion is going to be wild and fierce.....

The only good thing about going away....
is cumming back home

So The Rose gets her thorn....

Simon is driving me insane. He has his cock shoved so far down my throat that I feel like I'm eating him alive and I love it and I just wish I could make him cum right now...but I want to wait....because....I want Rose to have some of this very fresh meat.....
Simon is...well, he is, well he is just an animal at times...although...I will say that he balances that nicely with being very very considerate of his females when he has the leisure to do so....but when Simon needs to cum......ladies, either line up or get the fuck out of the way.
This is a man on a mission.....and ummmm he has his cock so far down my throat I can barely breathe and he knows he is inflaming me to the point of insanity and then he gets Rose to stick her fingers up my pussy while my throat is skewered on his cock...... I feel so fucking taken....and they are talking about me and I am dripping all over both of them and my breasts are hanging down just aching for one of them to kindly pull on my nipples but it sounds like they are having high tea....
enough.......
I wrench myself around and pull off of his cock and pull her fingers out of me and I stand up and I glare at both of them with my hands on my hips..........
"Simon - you lay down - on your back....NOW!!!"
and I push him by his delicious muscular torso onto the sofa....and I hold him there with one hand....which means he is cooperating because of course he'd have me with my ass up in the air if he wanted it that way......
he is laying on the couch , just the slightest smile curving his generous lips....his legs spread open , one on the floor, his enormous veiny erection pointing straight up his middle.
He folds his hands under his head.
OH... so he is comfortable.
He is ....relaxed.
I look at Rose, and I'm thinking....oh let us not let him be quite so comfortable.... lets do something that will ...take him to the edge..... I pull her by the hair, and I push her head against his cock....mmm thats' right, take my place, keep licking him, keep sucking him, I want to watch his hips pumping up into your mouth. OH and pump they do...god that is so hot to watch...that is crazy hot.... She has thick curly hair, I have a handful of it...and I'm pushing her mouth down over his cock.....quickly , this takes on a life of its' own which doesn't require me.... so I am free to move over to the table where I have stashed, not nylon this time, but burlap rope......his hands are up over his head.....and he is pumping his cock into her mouth....I make a lasso....and quickly slip it over his hands and tighten it and tie it to the end table. His eyes fly open but at the same time, Rose is sucking him sooooooo hard that he can't think too much about what I am doing.......
I then go to the other end of the couch....and I sit on his legs. I want to feel him shake when Rose fucks him......
I say...."Rose....dear...you have been sweet and patient, and I know you would like to feel that meat between your legs. Pay no attention to what he does or doesn't want right now....just slide up over him and I want you to fuck him."

She glances over her shoulder, eyebrows slightly raised...this is a powerful man...are we just really going to do what we want with him....?
I smile a very feral smile....Do it, i tell her.
Oh that sweet tasty Rose, ah, I am getting to watch the whole thing. She slips her leg on the other side of him.....and he is glaring at me, because he wasn't ready for this.......but then she hovers above his cock....oh, and his cock is saying something QUITE different from his mouth which sounds something like you cunt, you bitches you whores I am not ready to cum yet, and Rose glances back at me and I say....TAKE IT.....and her eyes darken....
and she faces him, and puts her hands on his tight belly, and she is so wet that she can slide down on him in one.....smoooth...motion...mmmm and I am at a vantage point where I can see the head of his cock go in and in and in....and when it is in the whole way..... Rose SCREAMS in pleasure and pain...oh, I know that feeling, but the pain will go away in a stroke or two just keep going girl, and it will be all pleasure...ah...I get to watch her ass working like a piston on his cock.....
I slide a little closer....a little closer...her weight and mine are holding him down and he is rolling his eyes and his hands are tied up so he can't do what he wants...poor baby...so I look over her shoulder, and I look at him and my gaze tells him I am going to play with her nipples for him....so I slide right up behind her, and I run my hands from Rose's belly to her breasts, and this beautiful young thing is fucking the hell out of him, and he sees my hands slide up from under her large breasts, up to the nipples and I puuuuullllll hard. She squeals and rotates on him and so I do it again...but this time, not so hard, I just pull the nipples UP and AWAY from each other and she moans louder and I watch Simon's face.....and he is just gone ...I mean I KNOW he is going to cum and there is no way for him to stop....watching me pull on her beautiful nipples while she is riding him.......and me watching the whole thing.... mmmm

oh!

to be
continued.........

not that tipsy

We did have a bit, a vodka and tonic each, just to loosen things up a bit, and then had a bit, mmm well...of each other before driving over to see Simon.

I knew he would be almost painfully impatient if we made him wait a bit, and that just made me want to take a bit more time......he would be pacing by this time we arrived and that is just the condition I wanted him in....slightly angry, totally aroused and completely ready....

I had directions to Roses' house...and they were good, and I didn't have a bit of trouble.
I was delighted with the woman that opened the door. She took me by the hand and....pulled me inside! I was astounded....I am usually the aggressive one. Simon has been telling her tales, evidently....then to my delight, without even greeting each other properly or having tea or anything like that, she wrapped her hand around the back of my head and pulled my face close...
I took both of my hands and wrapped them around the back of her head...and we just gazed at each other for a moment, the knowledge of what we were going to be doing that night just passing back and forth between us.....and I'm not sure who initiated the kiss, but we were sucking on each others' mouths and tongues with with absolute ....abandon.
We eventually came up for air, looked at each other darkly, and then started LAUGHING of all things...my pussy was soaked, but we both knew...that Simon was in for the night of his life......
and that there was a delightful bit of bad behavior we were planning for him.

mmmm....Rose asked my preference in poisons, and I suggested vodka and diet tonic if she had it, and she did, poured herself one, and at that point I noticed the music in the background.....one of my favorites - Enigma - Love, Sensuality and Devotion.......
who told????? I wonder......
We didn't directly talk about Simon at that point, but kind of danced around it, and made sure we were really comfortable with each other.....and sat fairly close together, on the sofa, and I eventually draped my leg over her thigh......she reached over and slid her hand inside my lacy bra! I was delighted, but astounded....and a bit thoughtful.....this was going to be a very very hot night. She found my nipple and tugged on it for just a moment, without losing contact with my eyes......then reached for her drink.
Ah yes, then...this one was hot and cool......

At that point it was kind of unspoken....lets get to this....... we drank up and left.

On the way, I explained to her that Simon had expected us about an hour ago and should be in a state of near insanity by the time we arrived, and of course, when he opened the door for us, it was clear that he had NOT been waiting patiently.......at ALL. So we both collapsed in giggles and he was bemused and I think he thought we were drunk, but that was not the case. Perhaps, drunk on the idea of what we were going to do to this man. ( and possibly more than a little intrigued about where things might go between us.....)

I was hot...very hot, and I wanted Simon in every way and as soon as possible, so I stalked up to him and took a very passionate kiss from him, that seemed to drain most of his annoyance out of him, and started talking to him as much as Rose about my desire for him....no secret...I adore the man.....and started stroking him through his jeans right in front of Rose who was standing quite close - I had taken her by the hand, and the warmth and proximity of our three bodies was very very erotic. She was watching me stroke his cock through his PANTS. Actually WATCHING......ah I had to let her feel that...that was what we were here for anyways...... I wanted her to feel the ridge of his cock as it was so hard....that was such a turn on, feeling it before seeing it....
I placed her hands on my man.....and invited her to feel what he felt like. I wanted her to enjoy it, admire it, make him feel the passion of two women wanting him at the same time.....
I started whispering to Rose, coaxing her, teasing her, teasing him, reminding them both of what would soon be happening.....and then, moving behind her as she was rubbing Simons cock, I thrust my hands down her jeans to her pussy....and I started rubbing at her clitoris while I was pushing her from behind with my pelvis....I was pushing her against him and I could hear fast breathing all around....her hands were just seeing his cock through his pants but I know she wanted more......and she was starting to rock her hips all on her own....she liked what I was doing to her pussy.....I unzipped her black jeans....
and I gazed up into Simon's eyes.....and nodded
and he knew I wanted her to see....
oh....the reaction was fabulous...I had my hands on her pussy, a finger on her clit, just rubbing and rubbing, and I slipped the other into her pussy, and when she saw what he had
she soaked my hand..oh god, I almost came, I think SHE almost came and that was just from looking at him.
Oh my, he WAS looking fine, and I was strangely proud to see what he looked like and the reaction he elicited from a woman who had not seen him before.....ah yeah...he was a sight to behold.........
I pushed two fingers into Roses' pussy as I sucked on her neck......

mmm
I think it might be time to shed some clothes...I'm getting WAY too hot....I'm burning up.......

to
be

continued.........

Rose and I chat

Rose and I have a lot in common....LOL, well , but at least one thing in common....we share a passion for Simon.
And that is not surprising.....
he is a delicious man gifted with ohhhhh, a charming personality.
and a delightful sense of humor.
and a .......discerning sense of taste.
and extraordinary intelligence!
Not to mention his artistic abilities, his good taste in music and
a cock that is probably 9 inches long and four inches in diameter that he doesn't hesitate to use to the pleasure of his female companions....
hmmm....did I miss anything?

Rose and I have agreed that it would be most enjoyable to spend an evening - or longer -no pun intended, with our friend Simon, and see if it is he or us that goes mad with lust first.

I'm not at all sure how this will go, other than that fun will be had by all, as Simon has NO inhibitions whatsoever, which I adore, and I have a taste for mostly men, but some women, and that includes our dear Rose - she is a lovely thing, and I desire to push her petals apart with my tongue......

but perhaps I'm being too assertive....I would happily lap up whatever Simon leaves behind on her, as well......

mmmmm I am fairly purring with desire for this encounter, and I hope that Simon has set a date with Rose, since I don't know her that well myself....and I can't initiate a rendezvous...

I think that POSSIBLY between the two of us, we might just satisfy this man for at least an evening.......
But
I will leave that up to him....
he is
of course
busy......
and there are demands on his time
......as one might imagine......

Rose....if you are reading this, I'd love for you to tell me more about yourself since we haven't actually met....

I'll go first.
I'm 5.7 and 140 lbs of muscle and I work out a LOT. I have long, dark curly hair and moderately big breasts and an unusually high sex drive. I'm a little bit older than Simon - 34, to be exact...which unfortunately for him puts me right in the middle of my sexual peak...Poor baby.
So when he mentioned you, well, of course my interest was piqued, as I love to find new ways to drive Simon out of his mind.....
I think this will be a most interesting rendezvous for all of us.....taste you soon, dear. :)

after the fact

Simon and I were - if possible - closer than ever after our three way play with Jill....
I don't understand it...but ....there is a way in which he either just loves me so much that he empathizes with what I want and need...or .....he truly reads my mind...possibly more than I can read his....
But the next day was a lusty day of passionate kisses and lap sitting and delicious closeness that was fairly amazing.....I would give him anything in my power to give him. Anything.
And he has shown me that he ....is just the same.....whatever I am crazy for....he will provide if possible....

Oh, and of course since he reads my mind so well, he knows that I'm thinking of a woman who is a few years younger than us, but who seems to play well with others, and .....might be an interesting person to bed. Old fashioned term, isn't it? But precise.....
Anyways...I'm hoping that Simon gets in touch with her - and I hope she will respond, because she is a passionate person and would be a lovely compliment to the fire between he and I...we could burn her up with our desire, I think, and she would love every moment....I hope... it would be an interesting evening, anyways.....

Simon stopped by my office this morning....said he wanted to drop off....oh! a bouquet of roses!!!! ah...perhaps....we are ...as usual...on the same page...god..there is something otherworldly about such harmonious relationships....I understand where his head is at, and he gets me.....this is truly a gift from the gods.....
but the roses! they weren't red....exactly...they were red and cream colored, and very fragrant, and the combination of colors was just so.....erotic, red and cream.....that when he came into my office with them, and I was able to arrange them in a vase....I just melted...looking at him just blows my mind anytime....but he was ....looking at me....like to my soul...and I knew he was still thinking about what we had experienced with Jill.....and I was so grateful that we both were able to go that far out on a limb and manage to get back intact....he is truly a gift to me....
But, anyways, he drops off these roses, with a cross between lust and love on his face, and I push my chair back from my desk a bit after arranging the roses. He is in his work suit - his hours flex, mine don't, much....and he leans his long torso which I am having much too easy a time visualizing against my door way....and hooks his hands in his belt loops...another thing which gives me belly flops.....and just smiles. Just that.
But he smiles in that way...you know...his eyes are saying something much more intense than the smile.....he notes that I have my second blouse button undone. Yes, I do. I think it is good for office morale....ethics be damned....then he notes that I have my black nylons on. Yes, I do. They go well with my grey skirt, white shirt and black jacket. Then he ...casualy...oh so very very casually.....strolls over to my chair and just lifts the edge of my blouse to see what is in there under what I am wearing..... he finds a white lacy bra with a hook in the front. He simply stands ther, all 6 and a half feet of man, reaches in and undoes my bra. just like that. and then has the audacity to slip his hand into one of my cups and pinches my nipple to make sure I am paying attention...oh I AM...and his pants are showing that he is quite attentive as well.....

to be continued....

bed time

I screamed into Jills mouth as Simon sucked me to an incredible orgasm, and looking at Jills' beautiful perky nipples didn't hurt one bit...I have a confession...I love looking at female nipples...I'm a hetero woman but female nipples - I think it is the idea of what they do to MEN that just....I'm like into being female but also appreciating what would excite the man with me too.....and oh, she just has these beautiful long nipples, kind of dark colored and very aroused....
looking at them while cuming on Simons' mouth was just way too much....god.. Has Jill got off yet?
I don't know, but when I look in her eyes she looks very....hungry.....oh I don't blame her...my Simon would make a nun hungry.......
She has been delightful company....time to give her what she needs......

I step out of the tub....knees shaking a bit, and start toweling off....they both look at me in a bit of surprise...I mention that there IS a King sized bed in the other room and it might be a great place to retire to, with the fireplace and music and all.... I can see Simon watching me towel off...I rub the large white towel in my hair first, then my face, then I rub it up over my breasts, picking them up and dropping them....then I towel between my legs - I am conscious that Jill has slid around so that her back is against Simon and he has his hands between her legs, but I pretend not to notice......I bend over and let my breasts hang down, nipples erect, and I slide the towel reaaaaaly slowly between my legs....then I lift each leg to the sink and dry at some length, without looking over my shoulder....I'm hearing the water start to stir, and Jill is making muffled noises...I know Simon is hard and pushing against her while he is toying with her in some way.
Enough.....
I turn around, and I reach my hand out to Jill, and help her out of the tub, her knees shaking as well. I get a fresh towel and I start with her hair and towel her dry from top to bottom, Simon watching all the while, his hand leisurely caressing his huge cock...I can't imagine what he is thinking...must be the pythagoream theorum or something....he has amazing control, he does....
I turn her towards him and caress her breasts with the towel, and then I slip it down between her legs...and after I am done drying her between her legs, I bring the towel up and use it to further dry my face and hair.....then I take her by her hand and retire to the bedroom.

Beautifully appointed with a bed that makes NO noise, and soundproof walls, and that stereo system has speakers in here and we don't have to be bothered by that....there are more candles lit.......

I lead Jill to the bed. I push her back on it. She gasps, but doesn't resist. I'm going to do something I've never done before. And Simon knows it, so he towels off quickly and is leaning in the door way of the bedroom sloooowly stroking his cock as he watches what I do to Jill.....
First thing I do, is to push her legs open on the bed, and then I keep them open with my legs at her knees.....then I kiss her mouth , suck each of her nipples, a little harder than necessary and she gasps....then I pull her pussy wide open. I have my ass stuck up in the air, and I glance over my shoulder at Simon just to make sure he is paying attention....oh yes, every inch of him....

I have this beautiful woman wide open in front of me, and all I have to offer is my mouth......seems like a shame.....
Simon - I motion him to the bed - please lay down on your back?
He does, and looks at me like a man who is dying of thirst, as Jill has such hard nipples and is wet as hell from the anticipation...god she wants this man....

I scoot her over next to him and he does the rest for me....he picks her up so she is laying on her back on him. I curl her legs under her...and she whimpers, and that just excites me so much because it is the same noise I make when Simon does something to me that is out of control......
I reach out my hands and I pull her towards me....I'm now sitting pussy to pussy, facing her, facing Simon and he is behind her....
I suggest, Simon, I think you need to fuck this woman....don't you?
She MOANS out loud with the suggestion, and I lower my head to suck on one of her nipples briefly....Simon lifts her ass slightly and starts to ease his big cock into her pussy. I am in the delightful position to watch her eyes roll back in her head as he does this, and she gasps for breath.....I am pulling at her nipples while he is easing into her....eventually he is in the whole way and both he and she are rocking on each other....I lay down beside both of them...I put my head between her legs and while his cock is sliding in and out of her, I suck and lick both of them...her clit, his balls, his shaft.....She is going wild. She is out of control...I latch my mouth on her protruding clitoris and start sucking and playing with it with my tongue....suddenly, she arches back and screams like an animal, and starts coming all over his cock and my mouth, and her reaction starts triggering Simon.....he pulls out of her and grabs me and throws me down on the bed, and in front of him he sees two throbbing wet pussies, and he strokes himself for a few strokes and then throws his head back and howls......and spurts his cum all over both of us, everywhere, anywhere...Delicious....
He falls between us and lays there to recover....I fall asleep nearly asleep and Jill isn't far behind...
Simon falls asleep almost immediately.......his hands- one each - on both pussies... toying with the cum he has shot in the hair there...

At some point in the night, I hear the door open and close....and when we wake in the morning, wrapped around each other there is no one else there. Simon opens one eye, and smiles a melting smile at me...and I feel the same warmth in return....
I will have to try this again with Jill....or perhaps someone else I am thinking about who might be fun ....we will just have to see...

Of course, we had set the bathroom up with about 20 candles...a few plain, a few fragrant...nothing overwhelming in fragrance, but the hotel had a tub that was quite large....a nice, big, square tub with a separate shower that had one of those rain forest shower heads that are just outrageously pleasurable....

There was a magnum of champagne in a bucket of ice in the sitting area, as well as a few other things - some ice wine, a single malt scotch and a nice vodka as well as soda and ice and all the niceties to take any nervous edge off of this really really edgy adventure.

I gestured for Simon - who was still a little wide eyed, to sit on the most comfortable sofa, and asked if he'd like a drink....he would - and I poured him a single malt on one cube. Jill? She thought she'd like a vodka, soda, and i matched as well....I don't think Simon's eyes left my deliberately swaying ass for a moment except when Jill sat down on the sofa next to him.
God, I was getting excited...this was really happening....

I brought them their drinks, then casually went over to the stereo and I popped in an Enigma CD that has some very erotic cuts on it...including the Principles of Lust.....I set the CD on Repeat, as I suspected that, at some point...no one would want to be bothered with messing with the CD.

I nodded at Jill. She nodded back, with a very delighted smile....she'd seen his picture, but not the man himself....

I left the room....and went in to draw the bath. I deliberately lingered for a little while, and made sure the temperature was right, and put a generous amount of sea salts in the water.......
I heard some conversation from the sitting area, but then I heard nothing.....and I was so curious....but I continued playing in the bathroom....applying a bit of mascara and touching up my lipstick....and then I stripped of my dress.......and hung it on the back of the door. I was standing in front of the mirror, 20 candles lighting my body with their yellow glow.....I had a low cut pushup lacy black bra on and some high cut panties that were open at the crotch. My thigh high nylons had lace at the top as well, and there was about 4 inches of flesh between my pussy and my nylons. My heels were killer. I turned around, examined all angles, spritzed a bit of light freesia scent in places where no one would have to taste it, but the heat would cause it to simmer. I brushed my teeth, and then I took a deep breath and slowly walked out into the sitting area.......

Jill was straddling Simons' lap. He had his mouth buried in the base of her neck, with her head thrown back and her eyes closed (oh, I KNOW she was feeling that amazing bulge in his pants....and that almost made me laugh.....) and his hands were on her ass....reaching under it......Her shirt was pulled up and her bra was pulled up, and this was the first time I had seen her lovely breasts, which were full and yet very demure, in a way, as her nipples were about the size of quarters, but very long......as opposed to mine which were the size of silver dollars.....an interesting contrast. I felt a surge of arousal...this is what I was hoping for.... and I walked over to them, and stood next to them, until he looked up at me with an almost incomprehensible look, and she opened her eyes and looked at me with the same kind of insanely lustful look, and I smiled at both of them, and I bent over and kissed his mouth.....as I felt his hand slip up into my slippery pussy - and then I grabbed her hair, and pulled her face towards me, and I just looked deep into her eyes for a moment.....I wanted her to know I was sharing the most precious thing in my life with her, and she acknowledged in a way that I can't quite describe....and then I put both of my hands on the back of her head and I kissed a woman deeply on the mouth for the first time in my life and it was utter passion, she sitting on his bulging cock and me sucking on her tongue and I finally reached one hand down and ran my hand over her breast, feeling the shape of it and then finding the nipple....pinching and twisting as she moaned and squirmed in Simon's lap - he was fucking my pussy with his fingers and still rubbing his hand under her ass, finding her dampness.....

I suddenly stood up. Time for a bath, I think..... yes? We were all insane with lust by that time, but managed to get to the bath without diving on the rug in a mass of fucking insanity....

To be continued.......

You know, sometimes you just get notions.......

I have been thinking about this for a while, and I have been trying to decide if it is a good or bad idea...and of course, one needs to be choosy....but I went to one of those sex toy parties the other night and I was intrigued by an attractive woman with a nice figure, around my age, dusky blonde frosted hair, who I didn't know but who was buying several things with much enthusiasm....after a few glasses of wine...I went to sit next to her and asked her if she minded telling me what she was getting. She was delighted to talk about it, and really open, and showed me the vibrator she had ordered, along with some lubricant and an erotic novel. I didn't ask, but she said that she currently wasn't seeing anyone, so hoped her delivery would arrive soon as she was anticipating trying the new toy.
Since she was being open with me, I showed her the vibrator I bought - one of those rabbit things- similar to the one she ordered, and also a toy for my lover Simon....an intriguing device that was intended to enhance male self-eroticism, and also can be used as a mutual toy...she was fascinated. I could actually feel myself getting aroused as I explained to her that I thought he would love it...it was a sheath of jelly-like substance, with pearls that were a bit loosely suspended in the jelly. You would pour oil on the man, and then force this tight fit down over his cock ( which I rather proudly explained was, um, really very large), and then using both hand for best effect, you could fuck him with it and the moving pearls would hopefully drive him wild, and the head of his cock would push out the other end, and my intention was to have my mouth in place when he shot his cum. I couldn't believe I was sharing this idea with another woman, but she had a sexy feel to her, and she seemed fascinated by the idea. We then talked at length about lots of other stuff, and had MORE wine...oh, eventually I asked what a lovely woman like her was doing single. She explained that she was fairly choosy and very cautious about STDs and preferred to keep to herself until she met a man that would be right for her and safe in a health respect.
My head might have been a bit woozy from the wine at that point...our hostess has supplied a sangria, but I suspect she fortified it significantly.... anyways......
I pulled out my wallet and I showed her a rather..um, enticing picture of my lover. Wow! she said, he is HOT. I laughed and said, oh don't I know it...... then we just looked at each other for an unusual length of time, not saying anything, but kind of smiling at each other.....
Then I said what I didn't think I'd ever hear myself say - Would you like to share him with me for a night? I'm sure it would be fun...... She looked me right in the eyes and said...We can share whatever you would like to share. I like you. And I can see you are crazy about your man...and if you think this is something you would like to do, well, I have to admit, it is one of my fantasies....then she put her hand on my thigh and kind of inhaled, and said, oh! you work out some don't you? I put my hand over hers, and asked her when she might have some time available to come over for dinner and.....dessert.
We discussed the specifics, exchanged cell numbers and email addresses, and gave each other a big and , um, somewhat intimate embrace as I left....her hand slipped from my upper back to the bottom of my jeans. I left it there. Then I stood back and looked at her. I said - I'll call you soon. She replied that she would like that....since batteries were pricey... and we both laughed, and I left, shaking my head and wondering if that was the wine talking or if it was a real thing that might happen. Her name was Jill, an easy name to remember, and i put her number in my cell directly so as not to loose it. I was going to have to think this over.

My package arrived three days later, and I put batteries in the vibrator eagerly anticipating what pleasure might be in store. Simon was out, but i didn't care if he walked in and knew he wouldn't either....as he'd certainly enjoy the show, stroking himself to pleasure while I watched him... before I indulged, however, I checked out the toy I bought for him, and I have to admit that my pussy started swelling and pulsing just thinking about how much pleasure I would give him with that....so when I put the vibrator in me, it only took a few minutes to bring me to a shaking orgasm .... but as my mind wandered between my pleasure and the toy...it suddenly came to rest on the idea of Jill and how much he would enjoy being pleasured by two women at once....that is actually when I came......hard. I was still not sure that I wanted this in reality but the fantasy was really really exciting to me......

I thought about this for a few weeks actually, alternately being excited and insecure about it. I loved the intimacy between Simon and I and I was naturally insecure about introducing another woman, a very attractive woman, into our world....but the idea of how much pleasure that would bring him was driving me insane. And to be honest...I found her attractive as well....which both upset and excited me, as I am a basically heterosexual woman... but my thoughts were wandering into places that I didn't think they would ever go.

One Friday evening, when neither of us had to work or do anything particular the next day, I decided to use the toy I had bought. I was so excited...I had been thinking about it all day, and when I slid it over his huge, hard cock and put both my nipples and mouth in proximity to his cock....he slipped his fingers into my pussy for a few moments and then he just went ballistic with pleasure, and Oh my god...it was so exciting to have this powerful man just writhing between my hands! He shot off like crazy and his cry of excitement was so animal that I started fucking his fingers with my pussy and got off just that easily....I was way hot before we even started.....

So then the next day I started thinking....I really do love taking Simon to the edge of his sanity as regards all sexual matters..... I called Jill.

She was not surprised to hear from me. In fact, she said she had been really hoping I'd call.
We agreed to meet for coffee the next day..... and in the course of a few lattes we laid out a plan that I hoped would be an incredibly pleasurable experience for Simon.

I picked a Saturday night when there was NOTHING going on that day or the next that would be distracting. He and I went to a restaurant that I was familiar with and i dressed to the teeth in a silk clingy dress, with thigh high stockings, black stilettos, and and pearls around my neck and wrist....I know he likes elegant as well as earthy, and I excused myself to go to the ladies room.....Jill was sitting at a table near there, as planned. I came back, Jill in tow, and introduced her to Simon. She and I had coordinated outfits, and as sleek as I was, Jill was just the opposite. She had on black tights and a leopardskin patterned tight blouse, and her hair was teased up to insanity. I gauged Simons' reaction....it was positive....
plan on trak.
Oh, please sit down, Jill, we were just going to have an after dinner glass of wine.
Our waiter came by and nicely brought us all some late harvest Reisling, and we chatted a bit, and I felt a leg press against mine....it wasn't Simon. However, he had a strange look on his face..oh ...he can read my mind, yes he can...he had a good idea... a very good idea of what I was up to....as we had discussed this in fantasy form before....
I think he was a little hesitant....but then Jill kindly bent over to look for something in her purse, and her fine ass was up in the air, and I think that was the point at which Simon decided to go with my plan...whatever it was.

We left the restaurant together, and I suggested that we all go out and have a drink...and I'd drive....well....of course....I drove us to a lounge with a hotel attached that had reservations, and both Jill and I were there earlier stocking the room with various items of delight......

We went into the lounge and sat at a table in a dark corner. this was where I lost track of the plan, because after one drink, Jill reached over and rested her hand on my upper thigh, just below my pussy, and with her other hand turned my face towards her and passionately kissed me on the lips......and slipped her hand up under my dress and caressed my clit at the same time.
I was....speechless for a moment, then I said, Jill you kiss beautifully, Simon would probably enjoy feeling what you just did to me..... so as his eyes were still a bit wide from what he had witnessed, she turned to him and did the same, both over and under the table.
At that point, I knew I would either get upset or aroused....and it was the latter....I want Simon to enjoy all life has to offer..... He was looking at me, eyebrow raised....probing...I held up the room keys....stood up, and it was up to him to follow or not. As I unlocked the room he came up behind me and wrapped his big arms around me, and carressed my pussy with his hand, and I could feel the huge bulge in his pants as he pressed against me....He kissed me gently on the neck and whispered quietly to me....are you sure? I nodded and looked into his eyes and smiled, and i kissed his lips very deeply. Jill caught up to us, and we all entered the room together.
She and I had decided a bath was in order first ....and then a candlelight experience.
.....to be continued......

On the beach

Ahhhh....don't you just indulge me, Simon.....oh you know how I LOVE being nude to you, the sun and the sea....you couldn't possibly make me more content than I am right now.....well. Of course you could, but if we are going keep our hands off of each other for longer than an hour, this is a pretty good hour....
I am very conscious ...in every bit of my body....of you lying nude next to me enjoying the drying salt and sun....and the recollection of the passionate love we made this morning. I awoke to you straddling my stomach in the dim light of the morning...the sun hadn't risen yet.....and I wake to see you in all your masculine beauty stadled across my belly...you are just below my breasts, just below my diaphram so I am able to breathe well, and yet you sit there, playing gently with my hair, and running your fingers over my lips till I slowly pull up from the well of sleep that you put me in last night and I see you fully. You are so intimately close to me again, and I feel an immediate rush of fire through my veins because I know .....I know......not only that I want you with TOTAL abandon....but that YOU reciprocate...your constant desire for me just feeds my constant desire for you and I am .....totally .....amazed that either one of us is surviving the consumption of the other....we are tinder we are dry brush....oh god...and here you are on my belly, looking like you do, wanting what you want, me wanting to give you whatever you want, wanting to give you all of me...smell your skin...your musk...ah...that drives me wild........this is like a blue hot fire, I only sleep for a few hours and I never want to eat anything but you...you make me eat...I make you eat...neither of us are interested.....it just combusts in the strangest places......

Like last night. Here we are at this exclusive resort. You make dinner reservations for 9:30. I think nothing of that as neither of us are really interested in eating...food.......
We have a lovely meal...as I recall I had a nice salad with vinegar and oil and heirloom tomatoes and a bit of fresh buffalo mozzarelo.....and a small fillet...you had...shrimp I think....skewered.... I don't know because at that point the restaurant was empty and there was a....strange acknowledgement pass between you and the waiter...what was that? I asked.....soon the restaurant empties..... OH ...I soon found out..... I was to be served, to you, as your special dessert. You were so ....slow and ...exciting and you asked me to sit in your lap...I'm thinking - oh god....I'm going to soak him....but I can't help it....as soon as I'm in your lap getting closer is the only option....I am ...just instinctively- oh I can't help it, forgive me....rocking against you.....rocking my pelvis up to feel your hardening cock....... Oh my god....and we are both exhibitionist and voyeurs....what if someone is watching? did we care? Not. Your kiss against my neck makes me understand vampires and the exquisite desire to have someone drink every drop of you...your mouth on my throat just inflames me and I start to moan in pleasure...your lips, my hot skin...oh god....I am feeling that insanity of desire again....

You push me back over the table and you take care that I'm not lying on anything other than the napkin that you put under my pussy....so exciting, so male, you just tell me how to move and I do it.... oh...you lay me back gently...I have a surprise for you...I'm not wearing anything between you and my wet pussy... I think you are a bit surprised at first...but not at all displeased.... My mind goes wildly blank at that point and I'm all sensation...
How could I think a thing except feel you drip the fine sweet wine over my pussy and consume me like a special preparation from the kitchen....oh god I give over... you dine on me....I am insane with lust and pleasure...I can't even process this it is so far over the top that I am totally lost to you....you drip wine on me, you lick it off giving me the most exquisite pleasure....I am totally out of my mind at this point...I look at your eyes...your beautiful eyes, and right now they are focused on my pussy watching the drops of wine and the pulsing of my flesh....oh god, I feel those beginning contractions...you look at my eyes....you know I'm gone..... when you pull me open and hold me that way while you drink your wine from my pussy....do you know..can you know ? what an excruciating pleasure it is to be held open, helpless, to be pleasured at your leisure? I did not know such pleasure existed on this earth but you are slowly taking me to the edge of my ability to contain my response... i can't ...I can't I am.......oh god, I feel that intense warmth spread up from my vagina that opens up my clit to readiness and every sensation and I start to feel the waves of my orgasm contracting me deep inside my uterus and my thickly ready vagina and it comes up to meet your mouth and you not only keep your tongue on my contracting clitoris,but you put your mouth over my whole pussy and take my whole orgasm, the whole thing .....as your dessert......my juice the wine, my contractions the heat......oh I am pushing my toes against your hips and arching my back and I'm pushing up into your face and you are responding with......YES.............

I lay back, panting.....feeling like honey has been drizzled all over me...

When I have enough composure to see where you have moved, I see that you are by my head, and you have put some delicious cream all over you....I love sucking your cock... you know I adore that...this is desert for me...you let me feast all over your huge cock sucking licking all the delicious cream off of you and I start to turn on my side so I can do a better job...but you move...I'm wild, I want to keep sucking you....but you return to the place between my legs.
I almost sob with desire....there is NOTHING better than being fucked while I am still full from cuming - and oh my god you are going to push that beautiful cock into my swollen super-sensitive pussy...when I realize what you intend I'm not going to let you get away, I lock my legs around you and I wait...for you to drive yourself into me....that is not just a cock, not just a thing...that is YOU it is connected to your BODY your MIND it is YOU that you are driving into me....I want us both cum really hard and we both like a bit of filthy language timed at the right moment and i beg you to FUCK me to use my CUNT like a whore and your response and my response happen at the same time but you don't even know it because you are sooooooo far into yesssssssssssss and I contract around you and I push myself up against you push push push push I want all of you and all of your cum. Your head is back and you are someplace beyond time....I'm in the stars someplace....I feel your seed in me and that is all I want...I want to keep it in me for as long as I can.

after a bit, I slip off to the bathroom, but only so I don't have your seed running down my legs...truth be known....i put a bit of paper against myself to hold it inside me.....when I come out you are looking me (find the one who guides you to the limits of your choice...the key to the gravity of love.....) and your look is so tender for one who just devoured me..my knees are weak, and i have to hold on to you...on the way out...I grab the messy napkins from the table and slip them into my purse....I will inhale that perfume for as long as it lasts.......I will sleep with them....

I am laughing to myself in the shower....but only briefly because the encounter I just had with Simon was so hot that I'm really turned on and .....oooh.....a hand held shower head.....how convenient......
I turn the dial to pulsing spray and direct it between my legs where I'm already soaking wet, but not with water. god that feels good and intense and I cum almost immediately, thinking about the way Simon looked so hard and ....I picture Simon and his cum shooting out of him while he is tied up to the chair and that is SO unlike anything I've ever done with him before....oh god. I left him that way...he is going to be really annoyed with me. I jump out of the shower, and I run down the hall dripping water, and I go into the study. He glares at me....not angry, but not particularly happy with my antics.

"Oh baby, I am SO sorry, I'll undo you now, and i reach for him and suddenly the room goes upside down and before I know it I'm face down in the wool rug and my ass is up in the air and he has all of his strength and weight bearing down on me. I guess nylon isn't the best way to tie someone up?
Simon laughs at my surprise and reminds me that i've got it coming....and I think I know what he is going to do but I am wrong. This man never does what I expect him to do. First of all he spanks the hell out of me.....one big strong hand on my shoulders pressed into the rug keeps me in place and he is actually SPANKING me... with his big hands it hurts! I yelp, and squirm but he really is giving me my discipline. But then, true to his nature, he can't hurt a woman, so to make it better he takes his free hand and slides it down under my exposed bottom and finds my pussy and starts to pull at my clit and pushes first one, then two big,long fingers into me....oh god...I am still so excited from the earlier adventures and then the spray from the shower. He groans when he feels how wet I am.....I have no choice but to let him do what he wants after my earlier tricks... so I stay in a position with my ass up in the air and my elbows on the floor, my breasts hanging nearly to the floor...he starts fucking me with his fingers and then stops and starts rubbing at my clit which is paying a lot of attention now..... then he reaches up to my breasts and finds one of my nipples and he pulls HARD and twists and I yelp a little again....but then I'm really enjoying him dominating me. He takes his hand off my back and I know why.....He has started to stroke himself....I love this and want to watch it....I slowly roll over, and that is exactly what he is doing.....he uses one hand to stroke himself ever so slowly, toying with the beautiful head of his cock, and he uses the other hand to slip his fingers into my pussy which is starting to really want him to put that beautiful cock into me, but when i reach for him...he pulls away from my reach. Oh. So that is the way it is going to be? Do I have to beg? I want to beg....."Baby, put that in me, please?" I plead. "No, I don't think so", he says, "I'm doing just fine myself, and drives his fingers deeper into me which drives me crazy especially when his beautiful cock head is just inches away from my pussy. He is languidly stroking himself to a full hard on, and I realize he isn't going to give me any of that. I can't believe it. I guess I deserve this but ....I always wanted him inside of me and I was just teasing him.....oh....he is making me watch him stroke himself....he is doing everything I would do but he is doing it without me and in front of me.....
I start to rub my own pussy, while I watch him start to pump into his own hand. "God baby, have a little mercy", I say. He just smiles that inscrutable smile that means he isn't going to change his mind. I'm not getting any of that tonight. I lunge for him....he pulls back. He is really serious!!!! He isn't going to let me have any of that!!!!! I'm entranced....he is pumping into his hand and hard, like he'd be pumping into me and it is making me ache because I want him doing that to me...and so I start rubbing myself hard as I can tell from the swelling of his head that he is going to shoot soon, and i want to cum with him....he is pumping and suddenly I see him throw his head back and he makes that beautiful animal noise for the second time tonight. I'm slipping my fingers over my clit as I watch the cum shoot out of his cock for the second time tonight. I'm lying humiliated and rejected on the rug, but he still turns me on - he always does....i feel that feeling of waves of orgasm starting and I know I'm going to cum in front of him laying here on the rug whether I want to or not and when I see him milk the last of the cum out of the head of his cock I just loose it and I arch up on the rug and my breath comes out in an explosion and I know he can see my pussy contracting while I come and all of a sudden he pulls himself over me and pushes into me while he is still hard and he still gives me himself to cum on and and I'm still contracting and I wrap my legs and arms around him and I just hang on while I ride my orgasm on his cock....then he uses the same hands he just slid over his beautiful cock to hold my face and open my mouth and he drives his tongue deep into my mouth and I suck on that while I cum.. Then he takes both hands and holds my face and kisses my face and mouth and neck all over and pushes me down on the rug, his full weight on me.... "Simon..." I start....he doesn't let me finish. He clamps a big hand over my mouth, slipping his thumb into my mouth..... The look in his eyes is ....something I can't really read .....it is a combination of being pissed off and grateful..... I'm not sure what he is thinking.
But true to his nature he never lets me guess for long.....
"Baby, if you EVER do that to me again I will tie you to the bed and I will fuck you at my convenience and any way I want for week. Understand?"

Oh yeah. I got it. I like to play with Simon but he likes to be free to play back......
an interesting experiment in teasing and mental tension but I don't think we are going that way again.....Unless I want tied to the bed for a week and fucked at random.

Hell....Worse things could happen to a girl, I reckon.

No option to say No

Simon - come here please?
Said in my most innocent tone -yes, I have one of those - and he comes into the study where the computer is and the desk and the chair. I gesture not to the swivel chair, which I occupy, but the straight backed, stable chair that sits beside the desk.

Have a seat - I suggest.....and he does, guessing that I probably want to talk about our day, away from any noise or confusion.

I don't.

I have, near at hand, some nylon rope that I obtained at the hardware store earlier today. Should hold a large boat, so I think it will hold this big hunk of a man even if he strains.....

I have it cut into lengths that are right for the task at hand, and I have it discreetly tucked in the back of my pants. I go over to him, and straddle his lap and kiss him deeply and suck his luscious lips into my mouth and find his tongue and do the same.....then I ask him if he trusts me.

Of course I do - he says, with a bit of a wrinkled brow - I never ask him that....

So i pull his hands behind his back. God, this just makes his abs stand out like crazy...I'm getting wet already.....This is so fucking exciting doing this ......I put his hands together and I tie the rope around them. It is loose, but knotted well. I stand back in front of him, and I appraise his mental state. You ok? I ask? He looks ok...he says yes.....but kind of tentatively.....I guess I am really pushing the limits here...after all, he is the dominant one......
So then I kneel in front of him, and disarmingly smile as I tie each of his legs to the chair legs.

I stand back and admire my work. I've just tied up a great big beautiful man and I have plans for him. Do you need a drink, or anything? I ask. A shot of vodka in tonic water would be great, he says. I get this for him, and hold the glass to his lips as he drinks a bit. I finish it off and tell him I'll be right back.

I have my outfit ready in the next room. I took such care shaving my pubic hair into a nice strip that just ends at the top of my clit and I don't have much to put on....but a pair of black boots that will be midway up my thighs once i zip them.... they have a 2 inch platform and 6 inch heels. I've let my hair down, and I put on some extra makeup...some eye makeup and some really really red lipstick which I never wear. I have my nails done in a french manicure, and I smear some tasty lip potion on my nipples. I look in the mirror. Looks like it will work. A 6 foot tall woman with nothing on but black boots and lipstick....No. One more thing. He loves lingerie. I go looking for a black vinyl zip up thong that I have tucked away somewhere. Ok, that is killer. I go back to the study where he is tied up....
I stand in the doorway, and run my one arm the whole way up the door frame, and stand there with my other relaxed at my hip. I just look at him. He is fully dressed. That is really a problem.
I slink over to him, and unbuckle his jeans - god I love him in jeans....and I unzip his pants. Then, looking right in his eyes, I rather roughly pull the jeans and underwear off of his hips and down around his ankles. I stand back to survey my work.......He is just watching me, not taking his eyes off of me...he has a very devilish smile on his face, and I know it is ok to continue this game. So I stand there in the doorway stretched out like a cat, and I start tugging an my own nipples until they are standing up and paying good attention. I use both hands to pull both nipples in different directions as I am looking at his rising erection. I turn around I know the boots and thong should be really hitting all the right chords with him....I turn slightly and reach down and grab my ankles....this way he can see my hanging breasts and my ass at the same time. He starts to struggle with the ropes.....and he orders me to come to him. I do.
I stand in front of him and ask what he wants.....

You finish the story, Simon......

There is nothing in this world like total physical immersion in another person and I can't believe that I've got this drop dead gorgeous man next to me that will swallow whatever I put in his mouth and that I will let do ANYTHING he wants to me....I am just totally submissive to this man - I never felt this way before in my life....used to be an attraction like this would scare the hell out of me, but this happened and, there was NO way I wasn't going to go with it....I would do anything he wants me to do and that should scare me but I don't think he would ever put me in harms way...but we might have a lark if he took a notion.....

I'm laying there, beside him, and he is stretched out in all his glory....god he is a big man in every way...I can't believe how big his hands are and my pussy is NEVER going to be the same....oh my god, I'm getting wet AGAIN just thinking about what is laying half hard across his leg even though we just both came a little while ago.
I lay there looking at him, laughing as we talk, and feeling like the smile on my face is never going to go away - and he suggests that I put some specific music on. It means something to him - so I slip off the bed and glance over at him to make sure he is watching my ass which I take great care to keep in watchable condition.....he is .....that just makes me hotter. I want to spread my legs, and reach down and grab each ankle and spread wide open for him because I know that is what he is thinking about..... but I don't....I put on the music he has requested.....
It is very edgy, music about how a guy wants a woman like this man wants me....I understand.
We can't possibly do more today (can we?) but I want to be on him while his music tells me how he feels. I let my juices - his juices - who knows? my heat slide all over his belly and I just let myself get into the music. This is so easy because I know nothing that I do will displease him...he just takes me as I am...so if I want to be a seductress in time to the music, he'll enjoy the show.
We both start getting hot again as the music reveals how he feels, even though I know in my core exactly how he feels - it verbalizes it and it shows me that his feelings are almost an agony with the pleasure.... I put my breasts into the palms of his big, calloused hands, and slide them around, feeling my nipples respond to his heat, and then I pin his hands behind his head.
He lets me drip the spit from my mouth into his.... that is so incredibly intimate....how can anything be more intimate than what we have already done...but this......Oh! I realize - he is the same place as me....he will take whatever I give him, and he will give whatever he can.......
This is someplace I have never been before. The word NO does not exist in this place. Just yes, yes, yes, more please, yes........
I am burning so hard when I realize that - we are way past NO and way into Yes and there is some kind of a silent desert or sea or just a little dimension sandwiched in between all the others where this kind of intensity can exist.

I rest my head on his chest as the music stops and I realize this is a pleasure that is a combination of pain and explosive desire and incredible realization of every fantasy...for him, and for me.....but I'm not going there now....I just rest my head on his chest and I can hear his heart beat....and that is enough.

Ok.....I'm not going to prevail here, obviously. I'm really really in need of that hard rock inside my pussy.


I turn and look at you with surrender.....


and you don't waste a single moment in pulling me over on to your belly - god you are strong and I am not a fragile woman - you make me feel like a butterfly.....

and I'm straddling you, and I might even be dripping on you, and you know I am out of control and out of my mind, and you put me right over the head of your cock, and you pull the lips of my pussy wide open and hold me open and hold my thighs open just because you can and I cry out with the pleasure an frustration of being held open empty that way and then you DRIVE into me and push that head the whole way up to my cervix and I cry out because I have never never never been pushed open like that before and then you start pulling the distinct ridge of your head down and up through my gripping pussy walls and I can feel every move you make, and as I wiggle my ass around to take better advantage of the position I feel your head get harder and I'm shaking, ..and you are pushing, and you have your big hands on my thighs and one finger reaches over and starts to rub my clitoris and I'm trembling in your hands and you rub me and push in me and I can feel that ridge.....and I tell you....I want you to cum in me now because I am cuming...I am contracting and arching my back and I am convulsing on you like you have put an electric shock in me.
You groan and I can feel the head of you swell and I start to cum again, and I start pushing on you harder and I feel you get super hard when I cum again and your cum starts to shoot up inside me and I feel your cock contacting and you groan a Beautiful sound that makes me just want to do this with you again.,...that sound is like all the pleasures anyone could hope for in this life and that is all I ever wanted to give you.

I'm exhausted and just want you to stay inside me while I fall asleep. I lay to the side of you with you inside me and rest my head on your shoulder.

Good night.