Back and none too soon

i used to go on business trips.
a lot.
I never thought that much about it. I took a vibrator and a copy of penthouse letters and I was a happy camper.

4 days from Simon.....oh this is different.
There is nothing
nothing
nothing
I can do to myself that takes the place of this man
I ACHE for him when I am not with him.....
my mind wanders and I can
not
sleep or find contentment - ah, He'll be upset if he thinks that is true. I sleep. I take pleasure in life. I enjoy my surroundings, spotting a bird, conversation with strangers, taking photographs....
I am not pining away without him......so I don't mean to say that...and sometimes I sleep very well......what else is there to do? But I miss him.
But yes, my mind does occasionally wander to where he might be, what he might be doing ...where I can find him in that place that we meet..... I try to stay focused on the present, and know he is always there anyways. I try to see things through eyes that will be a treasure to him when I have the chance to share....I do sleep, eat, live without Simon.
But I miss him

How did I find him? Nooo....more .....how did he find me?
There was this mutual interest......
and there was an assurance and humor and intelligence and artistry about him that .....well............that I could not dismiss......AH here was my equal.......HERE was was my....mate.....
and then he disappeared....
I was distressed! where did this person go?
I reached out to him...like a beacon in the sea...and he came swimming back...to my welcome...
and our warmth together is like bonfire on the beach.
I can't bear to be away from him. Not like that again.
He is a furnace that fuels my life, stokes it to greater effort and enthusiasm...... I can only hope I do the same for him.
There is nothing to do abou this. .....but I can't bear more than a day or two away from him......and that barely.........he is my life raft in the sea- well, not precisely...I'm not drowning without him - it is more that, I live more fully because of him.....he makes love to me constantly... in every way possible.
Right now I just want his long arms wrapped around me, backed up against him......
ah but we know where that will lead! I will press against him....he will cup my breasts and find my nipples...and run his thumbs over them....he will smell me. Smell Me. Yes we are like that..I will smell him...all over, and he will smell me for a better understanding of where we have been....
Then he will pull my hair to the side and in smelling my neck will be unable to resist licking it, possibly sucking it...rubbing my nipples a little harder....and I will press back harder against him...my ass against his cock still tucked in his pants....swishing my ass sideways against him....
enjoying the feel of him getting harder, and feeling his urgency in every bit of his body, from his thumbs which now have met his forefingers on my nipples, slipped up inside my shirt, to his hardening (delicious) cock, to his breath.....I want him to make me his.....
all it takes is one small step
I kneel in front of him
my knees on a low bench,
I unbuckle my jeans
and drop them just below my pussy
so he can see how wet I am for him
How much I want him....
How much I missed him....
Take your woman Simon.
You don't have to make it fancy
I'll reach back and pull those lips open for you so that you can just
SLIDE
in there
and then
SLAM
in there
and I will brace against the wall
because your passion is going to be wild and fierce.....

The only good thing about going away....
is cumming back home