There is nothing in this world like total physical immersion in another person and I can't believe that I've got this drop dead gorgeous man next to me that will swallow whatever I put in his mouth and that I will let do ANYTHING he wants to me....I am just totally submissive to this man - I never felt this way before in my life....used to be an attraction like this would scare the hell out of me, but this happened and, there was NO way I wasn't going to go with it....I would do anything he wants me to do and that should scare me but I don't think he would ever put me in harms way...but we might have a lark if he took a notion.....

I'm laying there, beside him, and he is stretched out in all his glory....god he is a big man in every way...I can't believe how big his hands are and my pussy is NEVER going to be the same....oh my god, I'm getting wet AGAIN just thinking about what is laying half hard across his leg even though we just both came a little while ago.
I lay there looking at him, laughing as we talk, and feeling like the smile on my face is never going to go away - and he suggests that I put some specific music on. It means something to him - so I slip off the bed and glance over at him to make sure he is watching my ass which I take great care to keep in watchable condition.....he is .....that just makes me hotter. I want to spread my legs, and reach down and grab each ankle and spread wide open for him because I know that is what he is thinking about..... but I don't....I put on the music he has requested.....
It is very edgy, music about how a guy wants a woman like this man wants me....I understand.
We can't possibly do more today (can we?) but I want to be on him while his music tells me how he feels. I let my juices - his juices - who knows? my heat slide all over his belly and I just let myself get into the music. This is so easy because I know nothing that I do will displease him...he just takes me as I am...so if I want to be a seductress in time to the music, he'll enjoy the show.
We both start getting hot again as the music reveals how he feels, even though I know in my core exactly how he feels - it verbalizes it and it shows me that his feelings are almost an agony with the pleasure.... I put my breasts into the palms of his big, calloused hands, and slide them around, feeling my nipples respond to his heat, and then I pin his hands behind his head.
He lets me drip the spit from my mouth into his.... that is so incredibly intimate....how can anything be more intimate than what we have already done...but this......Oh! I realize - he is the same place as me....he will take whatever I give him, and he will give whatever he can.......
This is someplace I have never been before. The word NO does not exist in this place. Just yes, yes, yes, more please, yes........
I am burning so hard when I realize that - we are way past NO and way into Yes and there is some kind of a silent desert or sea or just a little dimension sandwiched in between all the others where this kind of intensity can exist.

I rest my head on his chest as the music stops and I realize this is a pleasure that is a combination of pain and explosive desire and incredible realization of every fantasy...for him, and for me.....but I'm not going there now....I just rest my head on his chest and I can hear his heart beat....and that is enough.