who pleases who?

It probably seems
almost
unbelievable
or at least unlikely
to a lot of people
that giving pleasure
is the ultimate pleasure.
Oh. It is very selfish though......not totally selfish....
in a giving sort of way....
But Simon is
so
delightful to please
ah
the way he responds
his cock so hard
so full
he cums and
cums again if things are going well.....
ah and the sounds he makes
when he totally lets go
god
that alone can make me cum
but
you have to understand
that around Simon,
I'm in a constant state
of at least
semi
arousal....
It has been like that since I met him.
His scent.
his voice
just the slightest touch
or a look mm. one of those looks.......
my mate
experiencing pleasure
is the ultimate pleasure for me
he understands that
so he gives me what I want
because he
wants to please
me

What IS it about this particular man?
Well...he is the whole package....he is physically delightful to me, just exactly as I would draw Adonis, and his mind is incredibly intelligent, he is literate, funny and irreverent and never makes me wonder where I stand with him....I always know....oh ...yes.....He seems to
always
want
me

want
to
have
me

there is always something
smoldering
behind his eyes
a desire

He drives me wild
just his look


So we had dinner with a colleague of mine.....yes he was a notch or two above me, and I thought it best for Simon to come along as I initiated the dinner and didn't want it to be mis taken......
Just wanted to get to know the man better.......Simon was impeccable as always and as I would always trust him to be....and physically intimidating at 6.4 ft and I always feel so proud to be seen with him......he is articulate and urbane when he needs to be...LOL....don't I know how else he can be......it amuses me at times to see the two sides of him....SOOOO civilized.....but then I know what will most likely be taking place later.........mmmm

Do I like Simon to use me? Gosh, if there are any feminists like me reading this they will either completely understand or have a coronary.....I don't care to explain.....What I do privately has nothing to do with me as a professional woman...it has to do with me as a Sexual Being....and he brings out the best in me....

in all ways
he uses me as a female cat begging to be used...and I do
beg
to be used
to this man
and he brings out the best in me in all my other facets....
and he will
overcome his civility
Which I think is not easy for him.....

and use me
as I beg to be used
because he knows he is pleasing me
by exposing that
very
basic
side of him....so vulnerable and exciting to me.....
it is an amazing circle...Iplease him to please me to please him...and so on.
eventually we are sated....and go live our lives for a while and start over again...

mmmm

perhaps more exploration on this subject....later.